Teen Age Love Affair

We used to play double-dutch & hide & seek in the park.
Made sure we got in, before it got dark.
Always thought you'd be my bestfriend.
My bestfriend, till the end.
Now we're older things are different now.
You look upon me with a smile, but inside I know you frown.
Your golden brown skin, glistens in the sun.
Long, silk black hair flows down your back.
It's beautiful, like the face I remember from the past.
You rest your head on my lap, and caress the side of my cheek.
Chills run through my body.
What we're both feeling is wrong. I'm sure of it.
But right now my pride won't let me stop this.
I look down at you, you're bodies rising.
Your scent arouses me. I'm awake now.
Now you're bringing your head up, your lips find mine.
This is crazy.
You're the girl I played hopscotch with.
The girl I revealed all my kiddie crushes too.
My deepest darkest secrets rest deep within you.
Never spoken from these lips. These lips that feel so good on mine.
You're tongue tastes like all my favorite fruits.
Any kind of sweet candy & I can't break away.
We roll onto the floor & i position my body between your legs.
The heat from your body gets me hot.
My hands need to explore you.
I feel my way up your shirt. This feeling is nothing like ever before.
And I never knew another woman's body could do this to me.
It's getting hot & heavy now.
And whatever I'm doing, I must be doing right.
"Lee, oh Lee. I love you!"
You've said those words to me before,
These circumstances have me wondering what you mean though.
All of a sudden there;s a knock on the door.
I race to help you into your clothes.
I look through the peephole and open the door.
With all I have in me I put on a fake smile.
It's him, your boyfriend, here to pick you up.
He doesn't know, so it will never hurt him.
When your eyes meet mine however, we both know.
He grabs your hand and says "lets go".
We hug and you whisper in my ear, "I mean it Lee!"
And you release me, you're eyes leave mine, and then you're gone.
My minds racing, I lay back down on the couch.
Feeling like a new me.
I pick up my phone to text you.
"I know you did."

Lee.

All I Have.

I gave you my all.
Any & everything I would have done for you. You're all I had.
The outside of you, was hard as a rock.
But I believed I had gotten inside you, opened you up.
Cracked your walls, & you showed me a side of you, no one had seen.
This sweet, intelligent, beautiful man. You were.
And still you brushed me off, like I was always gonna be there.
Like I had never seen you in pain, upset.
Now,I'm here baby. Here, for you my love. Always have been and will be.
I want to hear you cry. I want to feel your tears touch my shoulders.
I'll hold you, give your body the warmth it needs.
If you would only let me.
Let me love you, the way you know I can.
The way you want to be loved.
Just let you're guard down & trust me.
Cause this is all I have to give.