Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Happy.

Happy.
It's not a word i can say i use often.
My life has been a bullshit beginners course to reality.

Family, well I can say they'll hopefully always be there.
Friends? Don't have those, don't want em, don't need em.

I was at the point of no return.
& then you came too me.


No, not gracefully at all.
More like a brick to the head.
I mean when I first met you, I didnt even like you.
Well not like that anyway.
Ya, I know we don't always see eye to eye, but we young, & we working on it.
I wanna grow old wit you, see you at worst & most vulnerable times.
I want to love you when you're ugly, sexy, or sad.
You've taken me by surprise...
& everyday I'm thankful to whoever's up above, that I have you now.
You're my future. Thinkin about the past, I wish we found eachother years ago.
but it's Because of You babe, that I wake up feeling more or less rejuvenated...
& all the while happy.
i love you.