DL [old post]

I don't flaunt my shit,
I don't ask for much.
You blow it up in my face,
You & her...
You were.
Not are, Nor is.
Get it?
Good.
So how am I supposed to feel.
Dropped a chick to get closer.
Got close, then love bombs drop,
& Im near close to single again.
"That's Fine" I keep telling myself.
But , it really isn't.
I think I hate you?
I know somewhere deep down, I do.
you fucked with my stuff.
& I cant handle that, I can let go,
Shit It'll take time, Until then just relax.
Im not tryna get in, or on.
Just tryna be around.
Before you erase me out your brain forever.
Before you press delete on what I thought we could've had.
I asked you from day 1 are you sure?
you said ye.
Just dont ever fuckin lie to me again.
Im not grown enough to speak to you like this right?
Just because you have your shit together , dont mean your always right.
Im different. Im not you her, your sister or brother.
So dont penalize me for being me.
I handle things my own way.
Just takes time.

& This ones for That Girl Ras.