Better late Then Never At All.

I know this probably should have been my first post but I've decided to let my followers/potential followers know a little about me.
So I'm gonna start with basic questions. If you have any other questions you'd like answered you can hit me up: twitter.com/prettygreenLee

#1: What is your name? I get this question alot. My real name is Elise Lee-G. But my nick name is Piing Lee. Every year it seems like my name takes a new form... Piing, Piingpong, Eli G, Lee... etc. This question is usually followed by #2: How did you get that name? My cousin gave it too me. My mother is half chinese and so I guess its stems from that.

#3: Where are you from? I am originally from Scarborough, On, CANADA.

#4: What are you interested in? Well the answer to this question is listed on my profile, but just to give you a bit more insite... I love photography, & fashion. I would love to make a career of it. But it's crazy how competitive the fashion industry is. And we're talking Canada here!?! I love music. The playlist on my blog is jsut a sample of my diverse music collection. My favorite artists include: AZ, NAS, JAY-Z, AMERIE, PHARCYDE, GRAND PUBA, DRAKE, etc...

#5: What inspires your blogs? Alot of people look at me, and read my blog... and can't make the connection. They're surprised that so much emotion can come out of me. I'm not too sure why... but I believe with every post I write I take my time to analyze and make sure its perfect in everyway possible.
Many of my posts are from real experiences. Things that have happened and are currently happening in my life. These obstacles have made me the person who I am. & I truly believe that everything happens for a reason. Some memories are just worth blogging about.

These are just some of the questions I get alot. Anything else you know where to find me.
=]

Teen Age Love Affair

We used to play double-dutch & hide & seek in the park.
Made sure we got in, before it got dark.
Always thought you'd be my bestfriend.
My bestfriend, till the end.
Now we're older things are different now.
You look upon me with a smile, but inside I know you frown.
Your golden brown skin, glistens in the sun.
Long, silk black hair flows down your back.
It's beautiful, like the face I remember from the past.
You rest your head on my lap, and caress the side of my cheek.
Chills run through my body.
What we're both feeling is wrong. I'm sure of it.
But right now my pride won't let me stop this.
I look down at you, you're bodies rising.
Your scent arouses me. I'm awake now.
Now you're bringing your head up, your lips find mine.
This is crazy.
You're the girl I played hopscotch with.
The girl I revealed all my kiddie crushes too.
My deepest darkest secrets rest deep within you.
Never spoken from these lips. These lips that feel so good on mine.
You're tongue tastes like all my favorite fruits.
Any kind of sweet candy & I can't break away.
We roll onto the floor & i position my body between your legs.
The heat from your body gets me hot.
My hands need to explore you.
I feel my way up your shirt. This feeling is nothing like ever before.
And I never knew another woman's body could do this to me.
It's getting hot & heavy now.
And whatever I'm doing, I must be doing right.
"Lee, oh Lee. I love you!"
You've said those words to me before,
These circumstances have me wondering what you mean though.
All of a sudden there;s a knock on the door.
I race to help you into your clothes.
I look through the peephole and open the door.
With all I have in me I put on a fake smile.
It's him, your boyfriend, here to pick you up.
He doesn't know, so it will never hurt him.
When your eyes meet mine however, we both know.
He grabs your hand and says "lets go".
We hug and you whisper in my ear, "I mean it Lee!"
And you release me, you're eyes leave mine, and then you're gone.
My minds racing, I lay back down on the couch.
Feeling like a new me.
I pick up my phone to text you.
"I know you did."

Lee.

All I Have.

I gave you my all.
Any & everything I would have done for you. You're all I had.
The outside of you, was hard as a rock.
But I believed I had gotten inside you, opened you up.
Cracked your walls, & you showed me a side of you, no one had seen.
This sweet, intelligent, beautiful man. You were.
And still you brushed me off, like I was always gonna be there.
Like I had never seen you in pain, upset.
Now,I'm here baby. Here, for you my love. Always have been and will be.
I want to hear you cry. I want to feel your tears touch my shoulders.
I'll hold you, give your body the warmth it needs.
If you would only let me.
Let me love you, the way you know I can.
The way you want to be loved.
Just let you're guard down & trust me.
Cause this is all I have to give.

DeadAss.: Happy.

DeadAss.: Happy.

Michael Jackson Dead!!!

Crazy Right...
The King of Fa-Reakin Pop is dead.
Michael Joseph Jackson Jr. was a legend and inspiration to many people around the world.
He was a household name, and as bizzare as he was I feel a warm spot in my heart for him.
He was kind of an oldie for my generation, but I mean we all know who he was, what he had done, and what he had become. I can admitt to being a fan, even though by he time I was 5 or 6 he had already began his unusal transformation. I knew Michael Jackson only as the pale straight haired person. And it hurts to think he maybe was once normal.
To people my parents age, he was The Man. He was the first African American to have a music video on MTV, & still holds the record for BestSelling Album of ALL time.
Googling his name to try and find a picture for my post, I couldn't help but notice all the pictures people had created that made fun of him. Pictures of his head on a womans body, comparisons of him and creatures from Planet of the Apes. Imagine the whole world was able to see every stupid thing you've ever done.... any weird moment you ever had. His whole life is pretty much posted online for everyone to see.
Its crazy. I mean I hate that he had to be so messed up.

Anyways,
God Bless you MJ.
RestInParadise.

Lee.
June 27 2009

Behind the Ink.

A lot of people been asking me about my newest tattoo. I mean it gets mad annoying. "What you get that for?" "What it means to you?"
I didn't get this tattoo aimlessly.It actually means something to me.

So far it says BangBang. I'll be adding two revolvers above it and underneath it I'll be adding a collage of different flowers.

Inside Lee's Mind:

I believe my tattoo represents me in the most important way. To me it tells a story, to others its a bag of BS and another stupid 'teen' tattoo.
Each part of the tattoo represents a different phase in my life.

Phase 1: the revolvers represent the most turbulent times in my life. Rebellious behavior wasn't an option, it was the way I lived my life. Talking back, cursing out, fighting etc...A gun is intimidating on its own, a loaded gun is a whole other story. But once the shots ring out, you let your guard down knowing that the chamber is empty. Which takes me into the 2nd phase.

Phase 2: Bang Bang represents the after affect of the shootout. I was once a rebel, now my chambers empty and its time to settle down. I'm tranquil. I feel I'm at this stage right now. And being 18, I mean its only a few more years before the next phase takes place.

Phase 3: the flowers represent a phase in my life that is soon to come. Growing into an accomplished young lady. I feel that its not far but I still have something's to do before I can claim it. The beauty and femininity of the flowers give my somewhat masculine tattoo a womans touch.


Hopefully it'll be complete by the end of the year.=) So now y'all know!
-Lee.06.22.09

GoodBye.- Nina Sky

[Lee: This song got me through a hell of alot of things.
From bad relationships, friendships.
Deadass, I love it. ]


"I'm writin this letter to
Let you know that i'll
Be leavin tomorrow
Didnt want to go
But ya pushed me to this point
I dont know what to do
I figured the first step was to let you know were through
I'll be gone by mornin time
Wont ask you if you care
You never showed you did
And you were never there, never there
I'm takin all my things
Oh yeah threw yours away
Dont say a word or try and write me back
I dont wanna be with you
Listen to the guitar play
Ohhh goodbye
Goodbye ohhhh"
-Nina Sky.

Happy.

Happy.
It's not a word i can say i use often.
My life has been a bullshit beginners course to reality.

Family, well I can say they'll hopefully always be there.
Friends? Don't have those, don't want em, don't need em.

I was at the point of no return.
& then you came too me.


No, not gracefully at all.
More like a brick to the head.
I mean when I first met you, I didnt even like you.
Well not like that anyway.
Ya, I know we don't always see eye to eye, but we young, & we working on it.
I wanna grow old wit you, see you at worst & most vulnerable times.
I want to love you when you're ugly, sexy, or sad.
You've taken me by surprise...
& everyday I'm thankful to whoever's up above, that I have you now.
You're my future. Thinkin about the past, I wish we found eachother years ago.
but it's Because of You babe, that I wake up feeling more or less rejuvenated...
& all the while happy.
i love you.

The Definition [old facebook post]

Ye, I agree nobody is perfect.
But for you to call it out like you're
some real type of muh fucka is definitely an insult.
I've seen past your emotional blindfold.
You're not much more then a third of one depressed clique.
At one point we we're friends, & time & time again you "claim"
I've done you dirty?
DIRTY? SNAKE? LIAR?
Sorry hun, I beg to differ.
You and your crew walk the halls, like you ain't got a worry on your mind.
But trust me I know, that when you see me your eyes start to burn and
heart begins to pump. You wish you could see me, but you feel as if your
eyeliner & mascara are seaping into your eyes.
Fortunately for you, I smile as you pass by, only to be hit the with the dine & dash.
You eat my sincereity, devour my kindness & then your off.
Paying me with what change you made from a penny.
Although I would like to think I'm made of steel, I'm not.
and shit like that hurts.
So the next time you see me in the hallways of Pine Ridge Secondary,
chilling by my locker, where you once were welcomed...
keep it moving, cause i've changed.
I may forgive but bitches I DONT forget.

LESBIAN. [old post]

For so long, she had my heart in her hands.
Manipulated my pulse, so much, it now skips beats steady.
Sickly I was,Blindly I followed my weakened heart.
Shes my soulmate.
And with that thought in my head I knew it would never end.
The up's and down's, were so often..
We now have our own frequency of love.
And the tables turn...
Now I am the one who holds her life in my hands.
Squeezing tight onto that powerful muscle to ensure she never leaves.
I let go...
& shes still there...
Shes still there... As the relief, becomes belief.
I see her begin to fade... & then shes gone.
I try my hardest to see her but shes not there...
But she said she would stay here, with me.
&now when I try to get her heart back...
She's tells me shes done, we're done. Us is gone.
And with those words that weakened heart of mine,
beats stronger, and pumps harder.
Creating a whole new rhythm I never experieneced.
What is this New Liberating feeling.
And alas Im back at square one.
Because now my mind is telling me to stay,
When my heart is telling me to go...
I love you, always & forever.
-yi

Good Good. ihy. [old post]

You think Ashanti can do it better then me...
You & I both know I got the good good...
You say Im not about this...us!!
I BEG to differ.
I hate you.. I hate you I hate you.
Ever since you, my life has turned for the worst.
Thinkin about what we've been through makes me sick to my stomach.
Ontop of that you antogonize me with all these hideous creatures...
well you call them girls.
All on your friendslist commenting on your blogs..
all your blogs about ME by the way.
I HATE YOU.
You turned me into , this mean, crazy ass chick...
But...

I love you.
I really do,
I think about you every minute of everday..
damn well knowing im still #1.
psh shanti cant be me...
neither can her her or her...
so lets get real..
Am i the future??
I dont need to ask cause I already know..
You do too Ms. Cleo.
So this front you put on needs to go...
Cause we all know when you come home..
I'll be the first one you call...
to tell me you Love me...

To: You Bitch, From: Lee. [old post]

The mascara, I thought was water proof runs down my face, as the tears come steady flowing.
My heart feels... undefined with many emotions beating through it, in & out.
My mind can understand the words coming out of his mouth, but I'm still confused, bewildered, ashamed.
"We don't blend!"- He exclaims, the words pierce through my body like a jagged sword, as they play
over & over again, I feel like I'm falling into a bottomless pit, with rainbowed flags swimming past me.
My head is now buried into my pillow despite the knowledge I have of the smears of black soon to be present upon it.
But I cant help myself, seems like my pillow is my best friend. Comforting me without ridicule, nor an uneasy comment. Reassuring me with the softness and tenderness of a mother... craddling me at my most vulnerable moments.
As I finally drift off to sleep, the last thing on my mind were the days Life was simple.
We were friends at most.
I DO regret making this move, I was happier with what we had.
But I can't go back, & I'll always feel like the girl who you couldn't try harder with.
Then my eyes close, my thoughts go black..
& I find peace, within my dreams.
Where everything is how it should've been.

DL [old post]

I don't flaunt my shit,
I don't ask for much.
You blow it up in my face,
You & her...
You were.
Not are, Nor is.
Get it?
Good.
So how am I supposed to feel.
Dropped a chick to get closer.
Got close, then love bombs drop,
& Im near close to single again.
"That's Fine" I keep telling myself.
But , it really isn't.
I think I hate you?
I know somewhere deep down, I do.
you fucked with my stuff.
& I cant handle that, I can let go,
Shit It'll take time, Until then just relax.
Im not tryna get in, or on.
Just tryna be around.
Before you erase me out your brain forever.
Before you press delete on what I thought we could've had.
I asked you from day 1 are you sure?
you said ye.
Just dont ever fuckin lie to me again.
Im not grown enough to speak to you like this right?
Just because you have your shit together , dont mean your always right.
Im different. Im not you her, your sister or brother.
So dont penalize me for being me.
I handle things my own way.
Just takes time.

& This ones for That Girl Ras.

I loved you. [old post]

It was never supposed to be this way.
You could've been good to me,
loved me, treated me the way a good girl would.
But you didn't, & all i can say is that im sorry.
Im sorry you couldn't smarten up enough to be with me.
Im sorry that you're mind set is far off in Lala-land doing backflips.
Im sorry that her pussy was so much better then mine.
Ha i lied. It really wasnt.
I know that you loved me.
I know that you still do...
But you make this shit so much harder then it needs to be..
Either pack up & be gone, or stick it out.
you made your decision.
which is fine, but dont come knocking again.
cause i've closed my door.
and dont try the emergncy exit either.
pce.

Shootup, tha music notes.

Some artists and Musicians I dare not part with.



Nasir Jones

"Street dreams are made of these,
Niggaz push Beemers and 300 E's,
A drug dealer's destiny is reachin a key,
Everybody's lookin for somethin..,
Street dreams are made of these,
Shorties on they knees, 4 niggaz with big G's,
Who am I to disagree?Everybody's lookin for somethin.."








AZ

"You know the game insane in the brain,
Big thangs in the Range, real niggaz never change,
And though we homies and we no longer hang,
You know you know me and that love still remains,
So thru the fame, thru the fire and the flames,
I adapt to the pain, real niggaz do the same,
And though we homies and we no longer hang,
You know you know me and that love still remains."




Hova
I spit the hottest shit, you need it I got it shit,
That down South Master P, Bout It Bout It shit,
I got blood money, straight up thug money,
That brown paper bag under your mattress drug money,
You got show dough, little to no dough,
Sell a bunch of records and you still owe dough,
I got 900 and 96 plus 4 more dough,
You crazy, you full gazy, and loco with dough papo."





The Pharcyde

She was kind of like a star, thinking I was like a fan,
Dude, she looked good, down side: she had a man,
He was a rooty-toot, a nincompoop,
She told me soon your little birdie's gonna fly the coop,
She was a flake like corn, and I was born not to understand,
By lettin her pass I had proved to be a better man,

She keeps on passin me by...




Common

"Shitted on, so many rappers it's like I'm in the stall wit em,
Molest concepts, start rhythm, paid dues, bought wisdom,
As legends fall my godmother answer heaven's call,
Preachers' daughters get fucked in the reverand's hall,
MC's reckless ?I ball? why y'all wanna go and do that?
Must've thought I was solo, the name just ain't the U-Ac."





Lupe Fiasco

"I love her.
And I hate to leave her lonely,
Ring ring went the Iphone, it was my homie,
He said, "let's hit Japan,If we can make 'em jam,
We can make a hundred grand,Spend it in the south of France."
Nothing further." I jumped,Grabbed my go-yard trunk,
Got ready to 'walk it out,' like Unk.
In my John Lennon chucks.
That's when I heard Murder,
You're killin me, you're fillin me,
With sorrow, sunrise, "goobye"'s,
And "missin you tomorrow"'s.




Lauryn Hill

"A Muslim sleeping with the gin,
Now that was the sin that did Jezebel in,
Who you gon' tell when the repercussions spin,
Showing off your ass 'cause you're thinking it's a trend,
Girlfriend, let me break it down for you again,
You know I only say it 'cause I'm truly genuine,
Don't be a hardrock when you're really a gem,
Babygirl, respect is just a minimum,
Niggas f***ed up and you still defending them."




Santogold

"Lights out,
Shoot up the stationTV's dead,
where's there to run,
Watch everybody come undone,
Lights outWe'll make it easy,
We'll make it fun,
Won't let them see now, how they had won,
Still I wait another round,
Darling Don't got to worry you're locked in tight,
DarlingDon't got to worry turn out the light."






Kelis

"He was next to me,
Our flight was supposed to leave around 2:53,
All I wanted to see,
Is what would he do if i dropped down to my knees,
I wanna play a gameIs someone coming,
it don't matter just the same.
Try something fun with me,
Let's take our clothes off all over the balcony,
Let's get it on in public,
Just let it go I promise that you'll love it."






Erykah Badu

"Bag lady you gone hurt your back,
Dragging all them bags like that,
I guess nobody ever told you,
All you must hold on toIs you, is you, is you.
One day all them bags gone get in your way.
One day all them bags gone get in your way,
I said one day all them bags gone get in your way,
One Day all them bags gone get in your way.
So pack light,
Pack light,
Pack light."





Vanessa Marquez

"Caught myself staring at the fall wall,
Thinkin bout the two of us makin love,
You and me.
Never thought that I'll be thinking bout you everyday,
The minute of my life,
To be your wife.
I never thought that dreams come true,
When you stepped in my life.
It's been so long.
Since I'm in love baby
And everytime I sleep at night,
My dreams are real I do not want to wake,
Don't wanna lose you."





Janet Jackson

Used to be a time when you would pamper me,
Used to brag about it all the time,
Your friends seem to think that you're so peachy keen,
But my friends say neglect is on your mind.
Who's right?
What have you done for me lately?
Ooh ooh ooh yeah.
What have you done for me lately?
Ooh ooh ooh yeah

NewYork, NewYork.

New York.
A fascination I have grown
with.Have you ever had the feeling of not
belonging?Like you weren't meant to live where you're at?
For example, you're a city girl at heart,
you enjoy every moment you get
to venture into the center of all the action and excitement. Yet,
you're trapped within the confines of your country-ass hometown.Yes, this is how I
feel.And I mean I've felt this
way since like uh... forever.

New York, I believe I was
meant to be there. Live there. Breathe
there.I don't know, I suppose Toronto,
just isn't my calling. The city is growing, but it can never
compare to the legend of NYC.

Its a passion that I intended to explore further.

#1:

Sex.

You give it, as I need it.

I want it...Fiend it.

My fix, you possess this.

Shoot it up, ya there it go.

We lay together, restless, breatheless.

That love drug running through our veins.

Our bodies tingle from fricition.

Sending subliminals with our eyes.

"i love you baby."

Reply: "I love you too."

Now give it too me.

Faster Harder Deeper.

Staggering to the highest peak.

You release, me aswell.

& too an end we 'cum'.